I'm not sure what's wrong with me but this feeling of happiness doesn't last long. Perhaps I just can't accept the fact that she will never be with you ever again and it's time for me to move on.
Anyways, I'm just ain't got the mood to be sad or moody or whatever I'm feeling right now. Right now, I have to concentrate on WCA. It's world cup asia( paintball ) and it will be held at KL. I'm going there on the 18th till the 23rd of november which is like three days away. The worst part is that I have to use lots of money and I need to skip four days of school. Let's just hope my attendance won't be that bad.
Looking through my friend's blog and she was talking about her childhood life. It's a very good thing she can remember most of her childhood life but I can't. I can only remember a portion of it. Remember how I get my head injury that is. Stepped on a ball and lost my balance. Fell down head first on this helmet where diver use it during the old times. It hurts like hell and it bleed real bad. Sadly there is only my brother at home so I told him to just wash the blood off and just let it be since I'm so afraid to go to the hospital after the eye incident. I can't remember much of my childhood life. Until now, there will be a dent about 8cm long at my right head. That's why I can remember about the accident. Anyways, wish me luck for WCA and if I do win, HELL YEAH!
still waiting @ 7:08 AM
