Again this whole purpose of me writing in this blog is not to tell readers about my everyday lives. This blog serves a big purpose to me. This is where I can tell all my worries, problems, complains and more openly without any problems.
Anyways, life has been good so far. I'm with someone but not officially yet and yes, she's making my life better. Not only her but the rest of my work colleagues too. They are now my second family. I was deeply touched by my friend who's in Dubai now. I just got to know that before he went there, he told my close friend or soon to be girlfriend to take care of me really well, like literally paying very close attention to him. The reason why was that he heard that I lost someone very close, important and wonderful friend and he had seen me hurt before and even saw me cry. Up till now I do not have a single clue that he's very worried about me even when he left to Dubai.
To hear that he knew everything that is going on just makes my heart beats faster and mouth kept shut knowing that even though you're alone or not, there will always be someone watching over you and taking care of you. He literally touched my heart. I felt really calm but he's still in Dubai till the 22nd of August. Just can't wait for my brother from another mother to come back here. We will celebrate with wines and beers and liquors when you return home bro.
The first kiss we had at the bridge makes me wanna be there for you all night long. I'm not talking about my "brother" right now. She's my life. She holds the key to my happiness in this life. Is she the one that will make my life worthwhile? Will she be the one that will be by my side whenever I'm feeling fucked up? So far, she has been there all along. I swear to god that if she's gone, again my life will be nothing but full of shit. Things will change from now onwards, change for the better. I've found a new family and a new partner. The only thing that keeps bothering me is that I need to save up 800+ bucks in three months time.
Freaking WCA again!
still waiting @ 6:21 AM
